Tuesday, March 1

"Whenever we talk, I feel like there's a lot more going on inside you than you ever let anyone see."
This may be a quote from my Animal Crossing for the Wii, but it honestly couldn't apply to me any more. It's freaky.

Apparently it's one of the things he likes about me, that i'm kinda mysterious and secretive, and sometimes difficult to figure out. He also likes that i look at the tops of buildings rather than the street level, that i have an unusual love of old things and how i am super observent. Thing is, i didn't even notice these things about myself, until he pointed them out? As i'm spending more time with him, i'm finding new things about my own personality, too.
"The more we learn about each other, the more we learn about ourselves" ~First Doctor

Everything is pretty much fine now. I get to see him Thursday ^_^
My day starts at 6AM tomorrow, 8AM tutorial! Should be fun. Then i have to wait around in the city for 5 hours... i think i'll take a Pratchett book and read in the Botanics until about 12:30, then i'll head down to City West and hang out with some people i haven't seen since last year, which will be nice :)

My phone, i have accepted, is fucked. I'm going to use my old one until i can afford a new one.
I am not going to drink again. I've been really depressed over it lately, because i always promised i'd never do that to myself... and i really feel like i've let myself down, and God down. I feel like such a failure right now.
Not to mention i'm underprepared for Uni right now and it's all really overwhelming and i just can't shrug the feeling that i should be doing an art degree instead of Nursing...

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