So i was working on my Essay plan at Uni this morning, right? I realise i don't have a USB so i just email myself the document. Get home, Uni emails are down -__-
Cannot retrieve my assignment now.
I was THIS CLOSE to finishing it, too!
Life is so frustrating right now! Can i do anything right? No.
P.S. It's due at 11pm, so i have about 7 hours to get it done still.
Friday, March 25
Thursday, March 24
le post
Aladdin is on my television... you cannot honeslty expect me to be doing my essay!!
Oh, and i linked my boyfriend to my blog... that was possibly a very very bad idea!
Hey Michael! How's it going.. or.. whatever...
MICHAEL YOU GO NOW. YOU LEAVE. BE GONE.
I'm just chilling in my PJ's, going over the quiz i need to fill out tomorrow and contemplating doing my essay plan. I also have an icecream in close proximity, that paired with Aladdin and a lack of motivation (as usual) means this wont get done until tomorrow afternoon. I can see it now.
You know what i want to do? I want to spend a week by myself somewhere... In another city or another country. It's not Uni i want to get away from, it's myself that i want to get back to.
Oh, and i linked my boyfriend to my blog... that was possibly a very very bad idea!
Hey Michael! How's it going.. or.. whatever...
MICHAEL YOU GO NOW. YOU LEAVE. BE GONE.
I'm just chilling in my PJ's, going over the quiz i need to fill out tomorrow and contemplating doing my essay plan. I also have an icecream in close proximity, that paired with Aladdin and a lack of motivation (as usual) means this wont get done until tomorrow afternoon. I can see it now.
You know what i want to do? I want to spend a week by myself somewhere... In another city or another country. It's not Uni i want to get away from, it's myself that i want to get back to.
Wednesday, March 23
A bit repetitive, but still
I HAVE AN ESSAY PLAN DUE FRIDAY THAT I'VE STARTED BUT CAN'T GET INTO BECAUSE IT IS BORING ME AS IT'S ONLY 10% AND I AM TIRED.
I've actually done about a fifth of what i need to do, i just can't be bothered!
Maybe i will study for my quiz that i have tomorrow instead...
That would probably be more productive!
I am noticing a pattern :/
I've actually done about a fifth of what i need to do, i just can't be bothered!
Maybe i will study for my quiz that i have tomorrow instead...
That would probably be more productive!
I am noticing a pattern :/
Sunday, March 20
Hrmph.
So, i'm not blind, i know i have friends and family, and now a boyfriend, who care for me a great deal...
Which means it's pretty bloody selfish of me to be feeling depressed and suicidal at the moment. Isn't it.
Of course, this doesn't help my self esteem, because knowing i'm selfish for feeling depressed just gives me more reasons to hate myself. Which i do, a considerable amount.
I'm lazy, conceited, immature. I've got the ability to do really well at Uni, yet i'm so lazy and unmotivated that i've done shit all so far this semester. I'm really great at breaking things, too. I would write a list of everything that i'm bad at and all the reasons i hate myself, but that's bound to bore you. Not to mention i'm probably just attention seeking by even putting this on my blog.
I really honestly cannot stand myself.
But sshhh it's a secret! :)
<3
Which means it's pretty bloody selfish of me to be feeling depressed and suicidal at the moment. Isn't it.
Of course, this doesn't help my self esteem, because knowing i'm selfish for feeling depressed just gives me more reasons to hate myself. Which i do, a considerable amount.
I'm lazy, conceited, immature. I've got the ability to do really well at Uni, yet i'm so lazy and unmotivated that i've done shit all so far this semester. I'm really great at breaking things, too. I would write a list of everything that i'm bad at and all the reasons i hate myself, but that's bound to bore you. Not to mention i'm probably just attention seeking by even putting this on my blog.
I really honestly cannot stand myself.
But sshhh it's a secret! :)
<3
Friday, March 18
One week!
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY It's been an entire week since i last updated, that's terrible!!
Now i have to remember everything that's happened, this will be tough.
Nothing much has happened, i got two more textbooks today, so my back hurts a considerable amount after having to walk around the city with them in my already full backpack as mum went clothes shopping. I'm pretty sure we should have done it before my backpack gained 200kg, but apparently not.
Might be going to the hairdressers sooonish. I'm having one of those days where i just want my fringe back, because it's taking too long to grow out. But i will resist!
Hopefully going a nice shade of red... we will se what happens!
Knowing me it'll probably end up purple or black or something!
Now i have to remember everything that's happened, this will be tough.
Nothing much has happened, i got two more textbooks today, so my back hurts a considerable amount after having to walk around the city with them in my already full backpack as mum went clothes shopping. I'm pretty sure we should have done it before my backpack gained 200kg, but apparently not.
Might be going to the hairdressers sooonish. I'm having one of those days where i just want my fringe back, because it's taking too long to grow out. But i will resist!
Hopefully going a nice shade of red... we will se what happens!
Knowing me it'll probably end up purple or black or something!
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